monkeygrl91158

Yeah so I havent been on in forever.I do have a story I wrote but its pretty crappy.Its like a post worldworld II short story. I might put it up if my friend looks over it for me.Havent even talked to him in awhile so not sure if it will go up. yeah things are even worse.All my friends are going to college and I cant thanks to one damn class.Kind of depressing...And I am trying SO hard to get a job with no luck.And my mom is doing everything she can to kick me out.So ya life is great. :l

I do know that im annoying,loud,too outspoken,and very harsh sometimes.But I've gotten older and I think I've gotten better. I think back to my freshman and sophomore year and realize I wasn't really easy to make friends with at times.For some reason people say I come off as being know-it-allish but also stupid(how contradicting),rude,and obnoxious and it irratates me.Its just me,obviously Im human and im not going to be perfect but it seems every little thing I do is wrong.Something I noticed that alot of my classmates think is that im very mean. but in fact,I actually cant stand seeing someone sad/mad/depressed/or in danger.I have an impuls

My bird drawing turned out terrible.And then we did this lesson on texture where we traced our hand and did different patterns.Mine looked horribly. But I had to do a cover for my physical science an I drew spongebob in front of his house.It turned out better then I thought until I colored it.I love spongebob only because hes the only thing I can draw.One of my friends wants me to do spongebob and sandy.Ive never tried drawing her before and I am failing epically so far.If anyone has a tutorial for her I will love you forever.Im too lazy to look myself. As far as school I fee like curling up in a ball and just not graduating.It was state man